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Saturday, 12 July 2008

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    Drunk Enough to Dance
    By Bowling for Soup
    The bitch song
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    It's been a long time, huh?

    XD It has.

    My Riku cosplay is about done, all I need is the wig. But now, I'm working on a new cosplay, Matt from DEATH NOTE. It's going to be fun cuz my 2 best friends cosplay as L and Mello.

    But you see, Mello is going to go on a date with this guy. He too is a best good friend of mine. Now, Mello is always talking to him. And L feels a little...."pushed away" i guess. So do I...kinda. But Mello dosen't call me or anything that mcu so... But anywho. L called me 2 times to night. Not that I mined or anything, I love talking to her. She told me she tied calling Mello for a half an hour and she didn't pick up, so she called her home phone. Her mom picked up and gave the phone to Mello. She then told L that she was some what sleeping and talking to Near. (the guy she's going on the date with....funny huh?) She picked him over her best friend. Something dosen't seem right to me. I know he makes her happy, but she has been talking to him for a while. (L call her before this) Why couldn't she talk to L for a bit? I don't get it.

    And to add to this drama, I'm thinking of swtiching schools. But with all this happaning to L, I don't want to leave her. Cuz if they become boyfriend and girlfriend, things may get worse. (I hope not...) And she might need someone there to talk too. But I hate that school soo much. I'm not doing well in school and my mom thinks I might do better at another school too. But I don't like having to meet new people. People... But I don't think I'll even go cuz of my friends. But I'm still thinking.

    -.-; so much ranting for one night.






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Monday, 31 March 2008

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    Anastasia: Music From The Motion Picture (1997 Version)
    By David Newman, Stephen Flaherty, Aaliyah, Richard Marx, Donna Lewis
    Life is a Road
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    On a Personal note

    My old feelings for my first love are coming back.....again. I don't know how I can make them stop coming back. Sometimes, it gets so bad, that I cry. Why do I care so much about someone who I don't even talk to any more? I still think of him a lot, but I don't think he thinks of me at all. See, i kinda like this guy at school. But when I start to think I like someone, I feel bad because then i can't stop thinking about this guy! Will I ever "get over" this feeling? Do all people feel this way about their first love? Why I'm I asking you this? I guess I just need to vent. When I feel in love with him, he was wonderful! He was nice to me and I could talk to him about anything. He was a gentleman and was always cool. He knew how to make me feel better when I was sad. He told me when something was wrong with him, I like it when people are open about how they feel. He was all I wanted in a guy. (and not that bad looking too...XD ) But then he meet some one new, and loved her. So We split up. Now I get jealous when the guy I "like" leaves me to talk to another girl...unless I know them well. But for now, I'm telling people I don't like anyone so that way, I don't have to worry. But I guess I just told you, huh? As for my first, I guess I can never get close to anyone till I fully get over him.

Saturday, 29 March 2008

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